It's gonna be okay

"Don't feel you can't hande all this life
'Cause you,
You're loved and you're alive"
-Loved and alive, Jim and the Povolos

It's okay. There's no need to be overdramatic.
These things happen. People catch feelings, and they get hurt every once in a while. There's no shame to it.
It's not that bad, now I feel like I can move on with my life. The pain will go away.

This whole thing doesn't mean you're weak, I tell myself, it means you're getting stronger.

He wasn't the first one and he won't be the last. There'll be other guys after him, that will love me the way he couldn't.

Why hold on to him?, i tell myself, you're young and you're beautiful and you have a lot to live.

In a month, it won't hurt anymore.
In a year, I'll look back and laugh at myself.

There's no point in locking yourself in your bedroom, I tell myself, things are gonna be fine. You are gonna be fine.

He doesn't want my feelings, and that's okay. I can't blame him for not feeling what I want him to feel; but I won't cry no more because he doesn't deserve my tears.

I'm gonna smile and I'm gonna go out and live, 'cause everything is gonna be okay.

This is just the way life is, I tell myself, we all get hurt sometimes. And then we heal.

" We're just kids who feel and sometimes we feel different to others, and there's nothing we can do about it.
But none of it matters, as long as you know what you felt was real"
- My very special Irish friend.